Tuesday, June 20, 2006

MOT and the 82 yr old man..

Sometimes my daddy amazes me...actually he often amazes me..but at times more so then normal!

For fathers day we went to my sisters in south county (St. Louis). She has been having a bit of a rough go w/her chemo and so asked if we would just come to St. Louis instead of her driving the 2 hrs to our daddys house. Of course we did...(dad took the scenic route and turned a 2 hrs car drive into a 3.5 hour one..how did he do that? If you have to ask, you have never experienced the joy of driving on a two lane ozark blacktop on a saturday morning! Passing flats? Why put any of those in!.....shoulders on the side of the road? Unnecessary!.... Warnings of side road coming in? Why bother, that would take all the excitement out of the drive!)

Anywho, Dad wanted to go to The Museum of Transportation: http://www.museumoftransport.org/ . See daddy was raised a railroad brat. His father was a section foreman on the Frisco Railroad: http://thelibrary.springfield.missouri.org/lochist/frisco/about.cfmhttp://thelibrary.springfield.missouri.org/lochist/frisco/about.cfm
and daddy worked on it as well for a while between WWII and Korea.

We were there for 3 hours..during which time daddy walked all over the railyard...climbed up on engines....went through cars, etc etc etc... when we got back to my sisters condo, we were all beat. Except for my 82 yr old father. He wasn't tired at all!

Guess he showed us that just because you are *old* doesn't mean you cant walk those younger into the ground!

Friday, May 05, 2006

Ovarian Cancer


MORE THAN A THIRD OF WOMEN WITH OVARIAN CANCER REPORT SYMPTOMS OF THE DISEASE AT LEAST FOUR MONTHS BEFORE DIAGNOSIS
UC Davis researchers find the “silent killer” often announces its presence
August 22, 2005
(SACRAMENTO, Calif.) — Ovarian cancer is often thought of as a silent killer, coming to the attention of physicians only at its late stages when prognosis is poor. But according to a new study by UC Davis researchers, four in 10 women with ovarian cancer have symptoms that they tell their doctors about at least four months — and as long as one year — before they are diagnosed. The study will be published in the Oct. 1 issue of Cancer, a peer-reviewed journal of the American Cancer Society.
“Our findings suggest that ovarian cancer could be diagnosed earlier in some patients,” said Lloyd Smith, professor and chair of obstetrics and gynecology at UC Davis School of Medicine and Medical Center and lead author of the study.
“The diagnosis is delayed in some patients because physicians order abdominal imaging or perform gastrointestinal procedures before they order a test more likely to diagnose ovarian cancer, such as pelvic imaging and/or CA-125 (a blood test that can detect ovarian cancer).”
Smith and his colleagues compared diagnosis codes and claims for diagnostic procedures for 1,985 elderly women with ovarian cancer, 6,024 elderly women with localized breast cancer, and 10,941 age-matched Medicare-enrolled women without cancer.
They found that patients with ovarian cancer were more likely than women in the other two groups to have seen their physicians for four symptoms: abdominal pain, abdominal swelling, gastrointestinal symptoms and pelvic pain. Overall, about 40 percent of women with ovarian cancer had physician claims indicating one or more visits for these symptoms four months or more before the cancer was diagnosed.
The UC Davis researchers also found that only 25 percent of the ovarian cancer patients who reported symptoms four or more months before diagnosis had diagnostic pelvic imaging or CA-125 blood tests. Most of the ovarian cancer patients who reported early symptoms received abdominal imaging or diagnostic gastrointestinal studies, which are less likely to detect ovarian cancer.
Within three months of their diagnosis, however, 54 percent of the ovarian cancer patients received pelvic imaging or CA-125 testing.
CA-125, short for cancer antigen-125, is a protein found at elevated levels in most ovarian cancer cells and released into the bloodstream. However, the CA-125 test returns a true positive result for only about half of early, Stage I ovarian cancers and therefore is not an adequate early detection tool when used alone.
For patients with later, Stage II, III or IV disease, the test has an 80-percent chance of returning true positive results. The remaining 20 percent of later-stage ovarian cancer patients do not show any increase in CA-125 concentrations. http://www.ucdmc.ucdavis.edu/newsroom/releases/archives/cancer/2005/ovarian_smith8-2005.html

Welcome to the Gilda Radner Familial Ovarian Cancer Registry, located at Roswell Park Cancer Institute in Buffalo, New York. About Us:
We are an international registry of families with two or more relatives with ovarian cancer. In addition to ovarian cancer research, the Registry offers an 1-800-OVARIAN Hotline, Newsletter, and ovarian cancer informational pamphlets. Our Ovarian Hotline is answered by trained cancer information specialist.
The Gilda Radner Familial Ovarian Cancer Registry is pursuing research as to causes of familial ovarian cancer. Our goals are to identify new genes associated with familial ovarian cancer, thereby improving genetic and psychosocial counseling for individuals and families and to characterize lifestyle choices (i.e., oral contraceptive use, hormone replacement therapy, number of pregnancies) that reduce ovarian cancer risk in women who may be more susceptible to the disease. We hope to acquire information that will lead to better methods for detecting ovarian cancer, for reliable predictive testing for cancer predisposition and ultimately, preventing the disease in future generations. We are collecting family histories, medical records and tissue samples from ovarian cancer patients.
This website currently provides information and links on ovarian cancer in general, and familial ovarian cancer in particular. You can access the various resources available using the menu options on the left-hand side of this page.
We ask that you please assist us in our research efforts by joining the Registry today.
The Registry is funded through research grants and donations from people like you who want to help us in our research project and educate women about the symptoms of ovarian cancer and the need for early detection.
4 New Books on Ovanian Cancer!
AN OVARIAN CANCER COMPANION by Diane Sims Roth"Ovarian cancer: its mere mention is shrouded in fear and mystery....Draped in a cloak of anonymity, ovarian cancer is often called 'the disease that whispers.' Like a murmur in a darkened theatre, ovarian cancer in its infancy is almost undetectable." $17.95 (US) $19.95 (Canadian)
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OVARIAN CANCER: YOUR GUIDE TO TAKING CONTROL by Kristine Conner and Lauren Langford"Many of you are picking up this book because your (or someone you care about) have been told that you have ovarian cancer or that there's a good chance you have it. We wrote this book to give you something more than a pamphlet, brochure, or web site to turn to; we wanted you to have a full-length manual that offers somewhat more detailed coverage of the issues likely to be of concern to you." $29.95 (US) $44.95 (Canadian) Ordering information:O'Reilly1005 Gravenstein Hwy, NorthSebastopol, CA 95472-28141-800-998-9938707-829-0515
100 QUESTIONS & ANSWERS about OVARIAN CANCER by Don S. Dizon, M.D., Nadeen R. Abu-Rustum, M.D., and Andrea Gibbs Brown"Whether you're a newly diagnosed ovarian cancer patien, a survivor, or a friend or relative of either, this book offers help. The only test to provide the doctor's and patient's views, 100 Questions & Answers About Ovarian Cnacer gives you authoritative, practical answers to your questions about treatment options, post-treatment quality of life, sources of support, and much more. Written by a gynecologic oncologist, a gynecologic surgeon, and an ovarian cnacer survivor, this book is an invaluable resource for anyone coping with the physical and emotional turmoil of this frightening disease." $16.95 (US) Ordering Information:Jones and Bartlett Publishers40 Tall Pine DriveSudbury, MA 01776978-443-5000
Humor after the TumorBy Patty Gelman"Roswell Park patient and breast cancer survivor, Patty Gelman, invites you to join her in her year-long journey through "Cancer World" - a journey that NO ONE wants to take! From knowing that she was from a family at very high risk for breast cancer to her diagnosis, to treatment, and finally recovery, Patty shares her innermost fears, frustration, and joys through her e-mails to friends and family. Candidly and often with great humor, Patty recounts the enormous range of emotions that each of us has felt experiencing cancer ourselves or in a beloved family member. This book will help newly diagnosed women as well as spouses, children, and friends of patients." $16.00 (US) Ordering Information:Prometheus Books59 John Glenn DriveAmherst, NY 14228800-421-0351www.prometeusbooks.com
http://www.ovariancancer.com/default.asp#

Julia Jean McKague Manes 2/15/34 - 5/5/04 She fought ovarian cancer for 7 yrs before it finally claimed her life.

Monday, April 03, 2006

Counting down...

30 minutes to go.

Espn.com scoreboard online...check
New 40 inch flat screen tv....check
dish network upgraded for FSN.....check
car radio programmed for correct station....check

Now I just have to wait...and wait....

it has been a long winter...but it is almost over.

In 30 minutes I will hear Mike Shannon on the radio...announcing the start of another season...

Mike Shannon...the announcer you listen to and wonder just what game he is watching....but so what....he is our idiot...and I grew up listening to him and Jack on the radio in the summer. Out in the yard cause it was too hot inside the house in the middle of summer in the MO ozarks...

Busch stadium is gone..but Busch Stadium is set to open...a new place to make new memories...and hopefully to watch the World Series come October.

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better then sex...or alcohol...or drugs...
its opening day!and pujlie has already scored!yessssss....all is right with the world again...I have my fix available again!Hello my name is daisy and I am a Cardinal Addict....

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they walked pujlie and edmonds hit him in...so second time up they pitched to him...bye bye ballie...over the wall...HOMERUN!!!!!

oh what a beautiful day!

Sunday, March 26, 2006

I had a dream last night. Unlike my normal dreams, this one was not some surreal gothic flick of a dream. I was with my mother and grandmother and they were taking me to a building. When we got inside the building I couldn't find my mom and grandma. But I wasn't worried. I knew where they were. I just had to get on the elevator and go up to the top floor. I knew that was were my daddy was too. So I got in the elevator and pushed a button. But the elevator stopped on the second floor.

I got out and looked around. There were lots of rooms w/glass windows from floor to ceiling. In the corner room was my grandpa. He was waving to me and smiling and calling *Trish*. I ran to him. He hugged me tight and stroked my hair. He told me he had missed me and that he loved me.

I inhaled deeply...the scent of my grandpa...a mixture of prince albert tobacco and wool jacket and wood smoke...I felt so safe and happy.

Then grandpa told me I needed to go find grandma and mama and make sure they had found my daddy, but when I was done, I could come back and see him again.

So I walked toward the elevators, not wanting to leave grandpa...for the first time in 19 yrs I had felt my grandpa hug me and heard his voice...

Then I woke up.

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Missouri in the spring..

Crash...Boom....Rattle...typical mid mo spring weather. Everyone is home, everyone is safe. No worries about anyone driving in the rain, on wet, slick roads.

So I walk to the window to look out at a typical Missouri thunderstorm...look at the beautiful...

WTF?!!!!

fluffy fat white snow flakes falling?....

Naw my eyes must be decieving me. Its thundering...that can't be snow!....

but it is.

Missouri has wild weather. We run the gamut. Ice storms, snow storms (occasionally even blizzards), tornados, earthquakes (the highest ricter scale earthquake in the continental US was the New Madrid earthquake of 1820 (approximate date cause I am too lazy to look up the exact date..but it made the Mississippi run backwards and changed its route), droughts, floods...temps of +100 and -0....in other words everything except hurricanes.

But I have never seen golf ball sized hail before last weekend...and I have never seen snow falling while the house is shaking from claps of thunder.

Apparently Mother Nature has gone completely senile. I think it is time to place her in a alzheimers ward (for her own good y'know) and let someone younger take over. We haven't heard anything from Persephone in a while. Anyone know how to reach her? Is it still a long distance call to the underworld from the US or is it now a local/toll free one?

Friday, March 03, 2006

Another day another dollar....isn't that the saying?

or how about Today is the first day of the rest of your life?

Well if it is I hope the rest of my life is s good day!

So far today I have woken up to a sick child and this email from my sister (who is dying of colon cancer at the age of 46)

*My brother-in-law met with the specialist in Denver about his brain tumor. This is a slow growing tumor but it is the kind that willl eventually turn to cancer and put out more tentils into more sensitive regions. The specialist wants to wait 8 weeks though to see how much the tumor has grown and to map it some more. He believes the seizure medicine they have Mike on will prevent any trouble before then . So we are relieved to have some time to think out the options and to make plans. * (this is my youngest sister husband...he is 34)

I had the thought this morning that on this day in 2001 just 5 short years ago, how different life was.

My husband had a better job making $15,000 a year more then he does now.

His parents were both in good health and living in their own house. In October of 2001 they were in a car wreck. My fil died during surgery to repair a ruptured aorta (he was one of the 1% who do not bleed out at the scene). My mil spent 6 mths in the hospital and never really recovered. She died in Nov 2005 of heart failure.

My mom was still alive and in remission from ovarian cancer. In 2004 her cancer returned and in May of 2005 she died of ovarian cancer.

In 2001 my sister was married and cancer free. In 2004 a week before her 24th anniversary, on the day her daughter left on her honeymoon, and while our mother was in the hospital having just been told her cancer had returned, her husband left her for his peice on the side.
In May of 2005, less then a week before my mother died, my sister at the age of 44 was told that she had stage 4 colon cancer that had metasticized into her lungs and lymph nodes.

So I think I would like a redo of the last 5 yrs...but a redo w/a different and better outcome.

Thursday, March 02, 2006

American Idol

The ladies did not do so good...

Kat: she was okay, but going first and only doing okay can sometimes mean a ticket home...

Kinnik: well she was dressed correctly...but her singing was subpar at best...

Lisa: sounded very polished and professional...but was very boring and didn't seem to have any idea of how to convey any feeling to the song.

Melissa: I thought she did a good job...esp. compared to the 3 who sang before her.

Heather: she did very good...who the hell cares if it was a *Mariah!!!!OMG MARIAH!!!!* song...and she has a different voice then Mariah...if the judges hadn't went out of their way to point out that it was a *Mariah!!!!OMG MARIAH!!!!* and that Heathers voice is not *Mariah!!!!OMG MARIAH!!!!*voice nobody would have had anything negative about her performance.

Brenna: subpar performance...wonder why none of the judges told her she shouldn't attempt a song by the Queen of Disco when she doesn't have the voice, style or attitude of *DONNA SUMMERS!!!!!OMG DONNA SUMMERS!!!!!*?

Paris: her singing was good..but somehow she came across as a little girl singing at church

Ayla: She did a very good job...IMO she was the best up until this point.

Kellie: she performed well...the singing wasn't the best..but she is selling a package, not just a voice...and she did do that w/this performance...I think people will actually think she sang it better then she did because of that.

Mandisa: wow...she brought it and made the rest of the group look and sound like amatuers.
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Most of the guys did better then the Ladies...most but not all:

Taylor: I love this song and thought he did well...but he needs to work on his performance...his hollers and laughing seem forced and planned as opposed to natural...

Elliott: he has a great voice and he did a really good job...I just wish he had more of a stage presence.

Ace: he has the entire package...and that is what he is selling...and he did a fantastic job last night...he did struggle in the beginning w/the song some...but his voice is not what he is selling...so I don't see that hurting him this early in the competition.

Gedeon: wow!!...I thought he nailed this song...completely agree that he is totally a 60's performer...in the mode of Smokey Robinson, etc..

Kevin: sorry but as adorable as he is, both his singing and his performance was painful to watch and listen to...

Sway: his was a so-so performance...even following directly after Kevins...his smile helps...but don't think it will be enough to make up for the shakiness of his singing.

Will: I thought he did Kenny Rogers proud. He just needs to loosen up a bit...but he is very teen idolish...maybe they need to start a second show called American Teen Idol?

Bucky: the singing was good...but somehow the performance to me at least seemed like what you would see at a Kareoke Bar...

David: great voice..great style..to me very boring...But my 17 yr old dd loved him and loved his performance...so it may be that he and not Will is going to be the *it* guy of the teen crowd.

Chris: wow..he was fantastic....and like Mandisa he made the rest of the group look like amatuers...after his performance I can see him winning this competition..and like Randy said..his song last night? Totally could be playing on the radio right now..it was that good.

IMO we will be saying bye-bye to Brenna, Kinnik, Kevin and Sway tonight...but who knows..based on my dd's reaction to David and Lisa I apparently don't have a clue as to how the teen crowd reacts to the performers...(oh and she just found Ace *okay*....)